Back in the Bed Again

The last week has been rough. It marked the end of my regular insurance since I left my job, and unfortunately, has also seen me in the hospital 3 times. Yep. 3 times in one week. The first two times, they couldn’t seem to kick me out fast enough. This time seems to linger on, for some reason.

I am so utterly tired of not knowing why I feel so crummy. I have a pretty good life. I have a sweet fiancé who loves me with everything he has. I am following my dreams and aspiring to live a happier life. But for some reason, this illness keeps coming back about once a month. It is really quite frustrating.

The worst part is that most of the time, I feel perfectly fine. Then, I don’t. And the world stops spinning. At least for me. And for my sweetheart. I feel so bad for him, having to watch me suffer all the time. Even the dog is affected! Poor Lucy refuses to eat when I am not home. She also sits on the back of the couch with her nose stuck out the window waiting for Mommy to come home. Poor sweet Lucy.

And now, because I couldn’t stay healthy, I am going to have to pay for at least one month of COBRA insurance, Please, someone stick a sharp stick in my eye. I have so many better things to spend money on. Like rent… a wedding,,, food… you get the picture.

So that is where I have been hiding for the past week. I am hoping to get out of the hospital (again) today and to be on the mend. Something has got to change. My nutrition, exercise, hell, I have even started doing yoga (which I HATE). Something needs to be different. Starting today, I am on a road to wellness. There may be bumps along the way, but I am in it for the long haul. Please continue to follow along with my journey, and perhaps embark on one of your own. <3

About ElizabethBlessitt

Writer. Photographer. Organization Development guru. Rabid Scrapbooker. Partially terrified singer. Getting fit physically and emotionally. Will kick your ass at Jeopardy. Does Sudoku and Crosswords in pen.
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One Response to Back in the Bed Again

  1. Brianne says:

    You can do it, girl! Just have to stick to it! It can only lead to great things and great health! Thinking of you!

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